Jess Thoughts

To me. I keep posting my old diary even as new things happen in my life. So I think I will merge the two until I catch up. You will remember it all.

15 Feb 2026 – I am a new graduate, but life seems so not so new. I hear the words you made it. What did I make? Finishing 2 degrees gets me? 2 degrees and the loans to repay. I am good with it. It is in fact exciting. Donny came by today. Nothing there. You know. I don’t know why I am not like my friends who are guy crazy. Maybe it is because well. When you have heard it all since you were 14, you have heard it all. 11 years of it. From the young guys, my age, and older guys. It is nice of course, and I feel lucky. I think it would be lonely if it didn’t happen. I try to keep my ego in check.

Donny showed me a collage they made for me. Still trying to convince me to do photo work. They made me look a little weird. It is what is in the intent. Good.

2 April 2025. Organic food i my passion. I am reading about it all the time now. The history of food is so interesting. Crazy. I know my friends would say I am nuts. What the f—. It was a beautiful day. Each day is beautiful.